Wow it has been a long time
Speechless1) I now have five cats. Yeah I know it is crazy but I do.....
2) I am no longer medicated. I found out the depression meds were making me more crazy and therefore not doing their jobs.
3)Lost a friend
4)Made new friends and gaming buddies.
5) I am trying to get pregnant, but having no luck. I had 2 miscarriages in a 3 month period. In that time thought I was going crazy because of it and gave up for a while because I could not deal with loosing 2 pregnancies.
6)My oldest is now 3 and in a year round school. He is doing so well that he no longer needs speech therapy. They are also despite his age wanting to put him in Kindergarten next year. I am unsure if I really want him to but if they think it will be ok then he probably will. He also can count to 10 in both Spanish and English, and knows and repeats several other words in Spanish. (He so cute when he watches Dora and Diego. Even Kai-Lan) He can say hello and a few random words in Mandarin Chinese. Also he is almost potty trained. YEAH!!!!!!(Well enough so that when he is at home he wears real undies, however now when he is at school or when we are out.)
7)My baby is 2 now. He is such a pain in the butt. However I love him so much. He is too smart for his own good and knows how to break into the kitchen (we have a baby gate up so they cannot get into the kitty litter pans ect.), and how to put it back after he has what he wants. He speaks as clearly as his older brother. (Which is remarkably clear for kids their age)
8) I am now 25 years old and have to move in with my mom again in order to put back money to buy a house. (We have out grown or Shit hole apartment.)This is not where I wanted to be at 25. I feel I have failed somewhere that it has resulted in that if I want my own home I have to move in with Mommy and Daddy just to come up with a down payment. However like a lot of people I know I don't have everything given to me or my family. We have to work for everything we have. Which I don't mind because I know I have accomplished something in my life that they have not. Even though they have people to give them and their kids ( the ones that have kids)everything, I have more because I know it was me that got it not anyone else. I am an adult not a leech of society, family and friends. I will eventually have what I want and then I unlike them can say I did it on my own, and I will have more because when those people who help them out are gone they are going to have nothing.
9) I have now been married for 2 years as of Oct 31. We are still much in love and are happy for the most part. So despite them common out look on marriage. We're doing great.
10) This month is the 2 yr anniversary of Zen's death. We miss him so much and love him. I just hope he has allowed his spirit to move on into his next life so he can finally find the happiness he did not have in this life. Blessed Be Zen. Grimstone the kids and I love and miss you.
Well I think that is everything. Gotta go change my baby's shitty pull-up. He is just starting potty training so he still has quite a few accidents. Later and peace out. Gallery updates are coming soon.
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The one person, no matter what we go through, all our ridiculous fights, the many years, the sheer distance apart, who always manages to be more friend or family than any others: ~lithium-moon
And I love her for it.
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The one person, no matter what we go through, all our ridiculous fights, the many years, the sheer distance apart, who always manages to be more friend or family than any others: ~lithium-moon
And I love her for it.
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Check out my Gallery [link]
The majority of my work is unedited. Photos are posted how they are downloaded for my camera.
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The one person, no matter what we go through, all our ridiculous fights, the many years, the sheer distance apart, who always manages to be more friend or family than any others: ~lithium-moon
And I love her for it.
6/7) Awesome, my kid brother had, err has, CP and was in therapy for a bit. Now he is following my footsteps- in GT programs and correcting teachers. It'll all be good. Oh, and yeah, my mom's kid is 18 months old now, so I totally know what you mean with your baby.
8) Look at it this way. You are ONLY 25. You have life ahead of you, but you already have a beautiful family started, and you are managing a marriage pretty well. I would almost bet you money, that although things might not have gone as planned, youre more in your shit than I will be when I am your age.
9) Congrats, I am really happy for you. It's nice to know that not every marriage between people under 40 is annulled after 9 months. Maybe there is almost a shred of hope for the world... maybe.
Grawr, life likes throwing curve balls, doesnt she?
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Insanity is not a matter of opinion. Insanity is a lifestyle choice.
The only thing in all of that long list of things is my little (Well I cannot call him little because he is a lot bigger than I am....Well taller anyway), maybe younger would be the better word to use is leaving for Afghanistan in a month. Currently he is in Fort Bragg North Carolina, but he leaves not long after Thanksgiving. At that time hae will be training their force to use the newer equipment that our government has provided them to keep out the insurgents. He is not coming back until my birthday next year OCT 1. I know he'll come home safely but I still don't want him to go.
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