Gizzmoe had her babies today some time between 8 am and 11 am this morning. She had 5 but one didn't make it. The other 4 are doing great. She hates being in the spare room but seems to understand it is for the best right now. She acts like she needs my approval with the kittens and nudges them my way when I am in the room. She wants my attention more than ever and I am glad to oblige. Pictures have been posted for everyone to enjoy and I will upload new ones every few days or so. They are so cute but so ugly at the same time. There is a red one, a cream one, a mostly black one with white feet and nose, and a black and white tuxedo. The one that didn't make it was a red as well. Well keep on the look out for new pictures as I will post more of the kittens as I can.

As of yesterday it has been 3 years since my wonderful Husband and I took our vows. I really cannot believe it has been that long already. Time sure does seem to fly!!

We did what we have done on every anniversary and even on our wedding night and we took the kids Trick or Treating. I was fun. This year they at least knew what to do and Adryan didn't try to walk into peoples houses. However he took as much candy as he could when he was allowed to get his own and always tried to grab his own. He was Batboy and Jon was a Pirate.

Just 2 years to go and my husband and I are going to do a traditional hand binding ceremony. We were married Justice of Peace because we could not afford a real wedding. We are going to start putting back a little money at a time so we can have a decent ceremony, and we need to find a Pagan priestess to perform the ceremony for us.

Anyways happy anniversary belated to Pooka (you know who you are). Sorry I didn't get a chance to call and say so. Give the baby love for me, and hope we get to meet her soon. :hugs:

Well goodnight and Blessed Be.

I finally got my first 1,000 page views. Thanks to everyone who has checked out my gallery.

I cannot believe I have been married for almost 3 yrs. now. It seems it can't be that long since then. Life just speeds by when you really don't pay attention to it. My kids are both in school now and I a, working on going back to school and trying to get our lives straightened out financially so we no longer will need government help to raise the beautiful little boys that I have brought into this world. I am ready to be a stable household without the government strings holding us up. I am glad to be going back to school to be an architectural designer. I love the challenge involved in doing so. I love to create things that people will look at years down the road. I already have many ideas of building structures that would be neat looking and environmentally friendly. I am tried of looking at a cracker box society where every Tom, Dick, and Jane have houses that look very similar to their neighbors. Where is the creativity in these houses. Blah! There isn't any. That is what I want to change and I swear one day I will! Anyway...

I am planning to do the same thing on my anniversary as the last 2 and our wedding night. We are going Trick or Treating with the boys. Yeah I know but hey I love Samhain (or Halloween as non-pagans call it). It is actually my favorite holiday so we will have fun with the kids.

Well enough of this for now. They keep coming upstairs here wanting Mommy to come play with them. So off I go...

Ok. Here goes...

Yesterday morning I woke up and my chest really hurt. Earlier in the week I began feeling tired with absolutely no energy, and then came shortness of breath later on in the week. So naturally when i woke with my chest hurting I thought "What is going on..." So this was at 4:30 and my hubby was getting ready for work, therefore I couldn't go in to the doctor because of the boys. So I waited until he got off work at 2pm to head in. (yeah I stayed up and worried something was wrong with me all that time. I was afraid to go back to sleep cause I was gonna call a doctor if it got worse.) So we went into Memorial Hospital's Walk-in Care and was seen for what I thought was early signs of a Heart attack. They ran blood work, an ekg, and took several chest x-rays while I was there. Everything checked out fine minus the fact I have Bronchitis. The shortened breath, and tiredness were the result of of that. The other was that I apparently had a panic attack, because of all of the stress I have been under lately. They told me to minimize the amount of stress and to take an antibiotic and everything should be ok. I cannot believe that was it. Don't get me wrong I am glad it was nothing, but with all of the heart trouble in my family I had to be on the safe side. I have two very young kids and I will do whatever needs to be done in order to ensure I m alive when they have kids of their own. I am just glad that everything is alright now. Hopefully we get everything else taken care of so I don't have another panic attack. I am a worry wart though so it probably will only this time it won't be combined with everything else and I will know what is happening.